I have been busy canning cherries, making jam and pitting them! it is funny as my arms have been covered in cherry juice and one day I accidently left cherry juice on my arms and went to swimming lessons. it looked like i had purple bruises up and down my arms! Oops!!
<p> It has been fun! I don’t think I have ever had this many cherries to do! i burned my thumb today though dropping a big glop of jam on it and ouch it hurts! <p> I hope we can get them all done, tomorrow i am going to work all day on them again, hopefully doing more quarts and more jam. <p>
Monthly Archives: July 2009
I have been busy canning cherries, making jam and pitting them! it is funny as my arms have been covered in cherry juice and one day I accidently left cherry juice on my arms and went to swimming lessons. it looked like i had purple bruises up and down my arms! Oops!!
Mary Connealy loves to bring us the Old west with humor and realism and she does not disappoint us with this book. The story starts out with a widow whom everyone in the town has judged as being a "china doll". Suddenly by a twist when her husband dies and everyone believes her spoiled life has come to an end, but desperate for wives in general in this female lacking town, she is "saved" from marrying an evil man and is married to local handyman and all around good guy. Slowly as time goes on, he discovers how poorly they had judged her and how her reactions came from stuff she did not even know were not normal. This is a beautiful story of marriage, with humor, excitement and the "bad guy" stalking the happy couple adds to the story you will not be able to put down until you finish it.
I especially thought it was a great way to talk about the hard subject of abuse in a marriage and the recovery from it without going into extreme detail! Great job, Mary! – Martha
<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_cESuxv-WNX8/SAad94Trj7I/AAAAAAAAArA/Yn05_E4V0fY/s1600-h/wild+card.jpg"><a href="http://firstwildcardtours.blogspot.com/"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5190009307003588530" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_cESuxv-WNX8/SAad94Trj7I/AAAAAAAAArA/Yn05_E4V0fY/s200/wild+card.jpg" border="0" /></a></a>It is time for a <span style="color:#990000;"><strong><a href="http://firstwildcardtours.blogspot.com/">FIRST Wild Card Tour</a></span></strong> book review! If you wish to join the FIRST blog alliance, just click the button. We are a group of reviewers who tour Christian books. A Wild Card post includes a brief bio of the author and a full chapter from each book toured. The reason it is called a FIRST Wild Card Tour is that you never know if the book will be fiction, non~fiction, for young, or for old…or for somewhere in between! <span style="color:#990000;"><strong>Enjoy your free peek into the book!</strong></span><br /><br /><font color="#cc0000"><em>You never know when I might play a wild card on you!</em></font><br /><br /><br /><div align="center"><strong>Today’s Wild Card author is: </strong><br /></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;"><a href="http://www.maryconnealy.com/">Mary Connealy </a></span></strong><br /></div><br /><p align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#cc0000;">and the book:</span> </span></strong><br /></p><br /><p align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;"><a href="http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/1602601429">Montana Rose</a></span></strong><br /></p><p align="center">Barbour Publishing, Inc (July 1, 2009)<br /></p><br /><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#333399;"><span style="color:#cc0000;">ABOUT THE AUTHOR:</span> </span></strong></div><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_cESuxv-WNX8/SmyTZ7by16I/AAAAAAAADAs/4sswpOjtISo/s1600-h/Mary+Connealy"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 139px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_cESuxv-WNX8/SmyTZ7by16I/AAAAAAAADAs/4sswpOjtISo/s200/Mary+Connealy" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5362823329951700898" /></a>An award-winning author, Mary Connealy lives on a Nebraska farm with her husband and is the mother of four grown daughters. She writes plays and shorts stories, and is the author of two other novels, Petticoat Ranch and Calico Canyon. Also an avid blogger, Mary is a GED instructor by day and an author by night.<br /><br />Visit the author’s <a href="http://www.maryconnealy.com/">website</a>.<br /><br /><br /><br />Product Details:<br /><br />List Price: $10.97<br />Paperback: 320 pages <br />Publisher: Barbour Publishing, Inc (July 1, 2009) <br />Language: English <br />ISBN-10: 1602601429 <br />ISBN-13: 978-1602601420 <br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;">AND NOW…THE FIRST CHAPTER:</span> </strong><br /></span><br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_cESuxv-WNX8/SmyTeVsdtyI/AAAAAAAADA0/cpPF8uaU65c/s1600-h/Montana+Rose"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 142px; height: 200px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_cESuxv-WNX8/SmyTeVsdtyI/AAAAAAAADA0/cpPF8uaU65c/s200/Montana+Rose" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5362823405720418082" /></a><div style="OVERFLOW: auto; HEIGHT: 307px">Montana Territory, 1875 <br /><br /><br />Cassie wanted to scream, “Put down that shovel!” <br /><br /> As if yelling at the red-headed gravedigger would bring Griff back to life. A gust of wind blew Cassie Griffin’s dark hair across her face, blinding her. <br /><br /> For one sightless moment it was as if the wind showed her perfectly what the future held for her. <br /><br /> Darkness. <br /><br /> Hovering in a wooded area, concealed behind a clump of quaking aspens that had gone yellow in the fall weather, she watched the hole grow as the man dug his way down into the rocky Montana earth. <br /><br /> Muriel, the kind storekeeper who had taken Cassie in, stood beside the ever-deepening grave. If Cassie started yelling, Muriel would start her motherly clucking again and force Cassie to return to town and go back to bed. She’d been so kind since Cassie had ridden in shouting for help. <br /><br /> In a detached sort of way, Cassie knew Muriel had been caring for her, coddling Cassie to get her through the day. But Cassie had gone numb since Muriel’s husband, Seth, had come back in with the news that Griff was dead. Cassie listened and answered and obeyed, but she hadn’t been able to feel anything. Until now. Now she could feel rage aimed straight at that man preparing the hole for her beloved Griff. <br /><br /> “I’m sorry, little one.” Cassie ran her hand over her rounded stomach. “You’ll never know your daddy now.” Her belly moved as if the baby heard Cassie and understood.<br /><br /> The fact that her husband was dead was Cassie’s fault. She should have gone for the doctor sooner. Griff ordered her not to, but first Griff had been worried about the cost. He’d shocked Cassie by telling her they couldn’t afford to send for the doctor. Griff had scolded Cassie if she ever asked questions about money. So she’d learned it wasn’t a wife’s place. But she’d known her parents were wealthy. Cassie had brought all their wealth into the marriage. How could they not afford a few bits for a doctor? Even as he lay sick, she’d known better than to question him about it. <br /><br /> Later, Griff had been out of his head with fever. She stayed with him as he’d ordered, but she should have doctored Griff better. She should have saved him somehow. Instead she’d stood by and watched her husband die inch by inch while she did nothing.<br /><br /> Cassie stepped closer. Another few steps and she’d be in the open. She could stop them. She could make them stop digging. Refuse to allow such a travesty when it couldn’t be true that Griff was dead. <br /><br /> Don’t put him in the ground! Inside her head she was screaming, denying, terrified. She had to stop this.<br /><br /> Before she could move she heard Muriel. <br /><br /> “In the West, nothing’ll get you killed faster’n stupid.” Whipcord lean, with a weathered face from long years in the harsh Montana weather, Muriel plunked her fists on her nonexistent hips.<br /><br /> Seth, clean-shaven once a week and overdue, stood alongside his wife, watching the proceedings, his arms crossed over his paunchy stomach. “How ’bout lazy? In the West, lazy’ll do you in faster’n stupid every time.”<br /><br /> “Well, I reckon Lester Griffin was both, right enough.” Muriel nodded her head.<br /><br /> Cassie understood the words, “lazy” and “stupid.” They were talking about Griff? She was too shocked to take in their meaning. <br /><br /> “Now, Muriel.” Red, the gravedigger, shoveled as he talked. “Don’t speak ill of the dead.”<br /><br /> On a day when Cassie didn’t feel like she knew anything, she remembered the gravedigger’s name because of his bright red hair. <br /><br /> One of the last coherent orders Griff had given her was, “Pay Red two bits to dig my grave, and not a penny more.” <br /><br /> Griff had known he was dying. Mostly delirious with fever, his mind would clear occasionally and he’d give orders: about the funeral, what he was to be buried in, what Cassie was to wear, strict orders not to be her usual foolish self and overpay for the grave digging. And not to shame him with her public behavior.<br /><br /> “Well honestly, it’s a wonder he wasn’t dead long before this.” Muriel crossed her arms and dared either man to disagree.<br /><br /> “It’s not Christian to see the bad in others.” Red dug relentlessly, the gritty slice of the shovel making a hole to swallow up Cassie’s husband. “And especially not at a time like this.”<br /><br /> It was just after noon on Sunday, and the funeral would be held as soon as the grave was dug. <br /><br /> Cassie looked down at her dress, her dark blue silk. It was a mess. She’d worn it all week, not giving herself a second to change while she cared for Griff. Then she’d left it on as she rode for town. She’d even slept in it last night. . .or rather she’d lain in bed with it on. She hadn’t slept, more than snatches, in a week. Ever since Griff’s fever started.<br /><br /> She needed to change to her black silk for the funeral. <br /><br /> Cassie wanted to hate Muriel for her words, but Muriel had mothered her, filling such a desperate void in Cassie that she couldn’t bear to blame Muriel for this rage whipping inside of Cassie’s head, pushing her to scream. <br /><br /> “Well, he was a poor excuse for a man and no amount of Christian charity’ll change that.” Muriel clucked and shook her head. “He lived on the labor of others ’n spent money he didn’t have.” <br /><br /> “It’s that snooty, fancy-dressed wife of his who drove him to an early grave,” Seth humphed. Cassie saw Seth’s shoulders quiver as he chuckled. “Of course, many’s the man who’d gladly die trying to keep that pretty little China Doll happy.”<br /><br /> Cassie heard Griff’s nickname for her. She ran her hands down her blue silk that lay modestly loose over her round belly. Fancy-dressed was right. Cassie admitted that. But she hadn’t needed all new dresses just because of the baby. Griff had insisted it was proper that the dresses be ordered. But however she’d come to dress so beautifully in silks and satins, there was no denying she dressed more expensively than anyone she’d met in Montana Territory. Not that she’d met many people.<br /><br /> But snooty? How could Seth say that? They were slandering her and, far worse, insulting Griff. She needed to defend her husband, but Griff hated emotional displays. How could she fight them without showing all the rage that boiled inside her? As the hole grew, something started to grow in Cassie that overcame her grief and fear.<br /><br /> Rage. Hate. <br /><br /> That shovel rose and fell. Dirt flew in a tidy pile and she hated Red for keeping to the task. She wanted to run at Red, screaming and clawing, and force Red to give Griff back to her. But she feared unleashing the anger roiling inside her. Griff had taught her to control all those childish impulses. Right now though, her control slipped. <br /><br /><br />[insert line break]<br /><br />“A time or two I’ve seen someone who looks to be snooty who was really just shy. . .or scared,” Muriel said.<br /><br /> Red kept digging, determined not to join in with this gossip. But not joining in wasn’t enough. He needed to make them stop. Instead, he kept digging as he thought about poor Cassie. She’d already been tucked into Muriel’s back room when he’d come to town yesterday, but he’d seen Seth bring Lester Griffin’s body in. He couldn’t imagine what that little woman had been through.<br /><br /> “When’s the last time she came into our store?” Seth asked. “Most times she didn’t even come to town. She was too good to soil her feet in Divide. And you can’t argue about fancy-dressed. Griff ordered all her dresses ready-made, sent out from the East.”<br /><br /> Everything about Cassie Griffin made Red think of the more civilized East. She never had a hair out of place or a speck of dirt under her fingernails. Red had seen their home, too. The fanciest building in Montana, some said. Board siding instead of logs. Three floors and so many frills and flourishes the building alone had made Lester Griffin a laughingstock. The Griffins came into the area with a fortune, but they’d gone through it fast. <br /><br /> “That’s right,” Muriel snipped. “Griff ordered them. A spoiled woman would pick out her own dresses and shoes and finery, not leave it to her man.”<br /><br /> Seth shook his head. “I declare, Muriel, you could find the good in a rattlesnake.”<br /><br /> Red’s shovel slammed deep in the rocky soil. “Cassie isn’t a rattlesnake.” He stood up straight and glared at Seth. <br /><br /> His reaction surprised him. Red didn’t let much upset him. But calling Cassie a snake made Red mad to the bone. He glanced over and saw Muriel focusing on him as she brushed back wisps of gray hair that the wind had scattered from her usual tidy bun. She stared at him, taking a good long look. <br /><br /> Seth, a tough old mule-skinner with a marshmallow heart, didn’t seem to notice. “This funeral’ll draw trouble. You just see if it don’t. Every man in the territory’ll come a’running to marry with such a pretty widow woman. Any woman would bring men down on her as hard and fast as a Montana blizzard, but one as pretty as Cassie Griffin?” Seth blew a tuneless whistle through his teeth. “There’ll be a stampede for sure, and none of ’em are gonna wait no decent length of time to ask for her hand.”<br /><br /> Red looked away from Muriel because he didn’t like what was in her eyes. He was through the tough layer of sod and the hole was getting deep fast. He tried to sound casual even though he felt a sharp pang of regret—and not just a little bit of jealousy—when he said, “Doubt she’ll still be single by the time the sun sets.”<br /><br /> Muriel had a strange lilt to her voice when she said, “A woman is rare out here, but a young, beautiful woman like Cassie is a prize indeed.”<br /><br /> Red looked up at her, trying to figure out why saying that made her so all-fired cheerful.<br /><br /> Seth slung his beefy arm around Muriel with rough affection. “I’ve seen the loneliness that drives these men to want a wife. It’s a rugged life, Muriel. Having you with me makes all the difference.”<br /><br /> Red understood the loneliness. He lived with it every day. <br /><br /> “She’s a fragile little thing. Tiny even with Griff’s child in her belly. She needs a man to take care of her.” Muriel’s concern sounded just the littlest bit false. Not that Muriel wasn’t genuinely concerned. Just that there was a sly tone to it, aimed straight at Red.<br /><br /> Red thought of Cassie’s flawless white skin and shining black hair. She had huge, remote brown eyes, with lashes long enough to wave in the breeze, and the sweetest pink lips that never curved in a smile nor opened to wish a man good day. <br /><br /> Red thought on what he’d say to draw a smile and a kind word from her. Such thoughts could keep a man lying awake at night. Red knew that for a fact. Oh yes, Cassie was a living, breathing test from the devil himself.<br /><br /> “China Doll’s the perfect name for her,” Muriel added.<br /><br /> Red had heard that Griff called his wife China Doll. Griff never said that in front of anyone. He always called her Mrs. Griffin, real proper and formal-like. But he’d been overheard speaking to her in private, and he’d called her China Doll. The whole town had taken to calling her that.<br /><br /> Red had seen such a doll in a store window when he was a youngster in Indiana. That doll, even to a roughhousing little boy, was so beautiful it always earned a long, careful look. But the white glass face was cold. and her expression serious, rather than giving the poor toy a painted on smile. It was frighteningly fragile. Rather than being fun, Red thought a China doll would be a sad thing to own and, in the end, a burden to keep unbroken and clean. All of those things described Cassandra Griffin right down to the ground. Knowing all of that didn’t stop him from wanting her.<br /><br /> Cassie got to him. She had ever since the first time he’d seen her nearly two years ago. And now she was available. Someone would have to marry her to keep her alive. Women didn’t live without men in the unsettled West. Life was too hard. The only unattached women around worked above the Golden Butte Saloon and, although they survived, Red didn’t consider their sad existence living. <br /><br /> “You’re established on the ranch these days, Red. Your bank account’s healthy.” Muriel crouched down so she was eye level with Red, who was digging himself down fast. “Maybe it’s time you took a wife.”<br /><br /> Red froze and looked up at his friend. Muriel was a motherly woman, though she had no children. And like a mother, she seemed comfortable meddling in his life. <br /><br /> Red realized he was staring and went back to the grave, tempted to toss a shovel full of dirt on Muriel’s wily face. He wouldn’t throw it hard. He just wanted to distract her. <br /><br /> When he was sure his voice would work, he said, “Cassie isn’t for me, Muriel. And it isn’t because of what it would cost to keep her. If she was my wife, she’d live within my means and that would be that.”<br /><br /> Red had already imagined—in his unruly mind—how stern he’d be when she asked for finery. “You’ll have to sew it yourself or go without.” He even pictured himself shaking a scolding finger right under her turned-up nose. She’d mind him.<br /><br /> He’d imagined it many times, many, many times. And long before Griff died, which was so improper Red felt shame. He’d tried to control his willful thoughts. But a man couldn’t stop himself from thinking a thought until he’d started, now could he? So he’d started a thousand times and then he stopped himself. . .mostly. He’d be kind and patient but he wouldn’t bend. He’d say, “Cass honey, you—” <br /><br /> Red jerked his thoughts away from the old, sinful daydream about another man’s wife. Calmly, he answered Muriel, “She isn’t for me because I would never marry a non-believer.”<br /><br /> With a wry smile, Seth caught on and threw in on Muriel’s side—the traitor. “A woman is a mighty scarce critter out here, Red. It don’t make sense to put too many conditions on the ones there are.”<br /><br /> “I know.” Red talked to himself as much as to them. He hung on to right and wrong. He clung to God’s will. “But one point I’ll never compromise on is marrying a woman who doesn’t share my faith.”<br /><br /> “Now, Red,” Muriel chided, “you shouldn’t judge that little girl like that. How do you know she’s not a believer?”<br /><br /> “I’m not judging her, Muriel.” Which Red realized was absolutely not true. “Okay, I don’t know what faith she holds. But I do know that the Griffins have never darkened the doorstep of my church.”<br /><br /> Neither Seth nor Muriel could argue with that, although Muriel had a mulish look that told him she wanted to.<br /><br /> “We’d best get back.” Seth laid a beefy hand on Muriel’s strong shoulder. “I think Mrs. Griffin is going to need some help getting ready for the funeral.”<br /><br /> “She’s in shock, I reckon,” Muriel said. “She hasn’t spoken more’n a dozen words since she rode in yesterday.”<br /><br /> “She was clear enough on what dress I needed to fetch.” Seth shook his head in disgust. “And she knew the reticule she wanted and the shoes and hairpins. I felt like a lady’s maid.” <br /><br /> “I’ve never seen a woman so shaken.” Muriel’s eyes softened. “The bridle was on wrong. She was riding bareback. It’s a wonder she was able to stick on that horse.”<br /><br /> Red didn’t want to hear anymore about how desperately in need of help Cassie was. <br /><br /> Muriel had been teasing him up until now, but suddenly she was dead serious. “You know what the men around here are like, Red. You know the kind of life she’s got ahead of her. There are just some things a decent man can’t let happen to a woman. Libby’s boys are off hauling freight or I’d talk to them. They’d make good husbands.”<br /><br /> Muriel was right, they would be good. Something burned hot and angry inside of Red when he thought of those decent, Christian men claiming Cassie. <br /><br /> It was even worse when Red thought of her marrying one of the rough and ready men who lived in the rugged mountains and valleys around the little town of Divide, which rested up against the great peaks of the Montana Rockies. It was almost more than he could stand to imagine her with one of them. <br /><br /> But, he also knew a sin when he saw it tempting him, and he refused to let Muriel change his mind. She badgered him a while longer but finally gave up. <br /><br /> He was glad when Seth and Muriel left him alone to finish his digging. Until he looked up and saw Cassie as if he’d conjured her with his daydreams. <br /><br /> But this was no sweet, fragile China Doll. She charged straight toward him, her hands fisted, her eyes on fire.<br /><br /> “Uh. . .hi, Miz Griffin.” He vaulted out of the shoulder-deep hole and faced her. The look on her face was enough to make him want to turn tail and run.<br /><br /> She swept toward him, a low sound coming from her throat that a wildcat might make just before it pounced.<br /><br /> She’d heard it. All of it.<br /><br /> God forgive me for being part of that gossip, hurting her when she’s already so badly hurt.<br /><br /> Whatever she wanted to say, whatever pain she wanted to inflict, he vowed to God that he’d stand here and take it as his due. Her eyes were so alive with fury and focused right on him. How many times had his unruly mind conjured up the image of Cassie focusing on him? But this wasn’t the look he’d imagined in his daydreams. In fact, a tremor of fear ran up his backbone. <br /><br /> His grip tightened on his shovel, not to use as a weapon to defend himself but to keep her from grabbing it and taking a swing.<br /><br /> “Stop it.” Her fists were clenched as if to beat on him. “Stop saying those awful things.” Red saw more life in her eyes than he ever had before. She was always quiet and reserved and distant. “Give him back. I want him back!” She moved so fast toward him that, just as she reached his side, she tripped over her skirt and fell. A terrified shriek cut off her irate words.<br /><br /> “Cassie!” Red dropped the shovel and caught her just as she’d have tumbled into the open grave. <br /><br /> She swung and landed a fist right on his chin.<br /><br /> His head snapped back. She had pretty good power behind her fists for a little thing. Figuring he deserved it, he held on, stepping well away from the hole in the ground. He pulled her against him as she pummeled and emitted short, sharp, frenzied screams of rage. Punching his shoulders, chest, face. He took his beating like a man. He’d earned this by causing her more pain when she’d already been dealt more than she could bear. Of course he’d tried to stop it. But he’d failed now, hadn’t he?<br /><br /> “I’m sorry.” He spoke low, hoping to penetrate her anger. He could barely hear himself over her shouting. “I’m so sorry about Griff, Cassie. And I’m sorry you heard us speaking ill. We were wrong. So wrong. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.” His voice kept crooning as he held her, letting her wale away on him until her squeaks and her harmless blows slowed and then ceased, most likely from exhaustion, not because she’d quit hating him. <br /><br /> Her hands dropped suddenly. Her head fell against his chest. Her knees buckled and Red swung her up into his arms. <br /><br /> He looked down at her, wondering if she’d fainted dead away. <br /><br /> In his arms, he held perfection. <br /><br /> She fit against him as if his body and his heart had been created just for her. A soul-deep ache nearly buckled his own knees as he looked at her now-closed eyes. Those lashes so long they’d tangle in a breeze rested on her ashen face, tinged with one bright spot of fury raised red on her cheeks. <br /><br /> “I’m so sorry I hurt you. Please forgive me.” His words were both a prayer to God and a request to poor, sweet Cassie. He held her close, murmuring, apologizing.<br /><br /> At last her eyes fluttered open. The anger was there but not the violence. “Let me go!” <br /><br /> He slowly lowered her feet to the ground, keeping an arm around her waist until he was sure her legs would hold her. She stepped out of his arms as quickly as possible and gave him a look of such hatred it was more painful than the blows she’d landed. Far more painful.<br /><br /> “I’m so sorry for your loss, Cassie honey.” Red wanted to kick himself. He shouldn’t have called her such. It was improper.<br /><br /> She didn’t seem to notice he was even alive. Instead, her gaze slid to that grave, that open rectangle waiting to receive Cassie’s husband. . .or what was left of him. And the hatred faded to misery, agony, and worst of all, fear.<br /><br /> A suppressed cry of pain told Red, as if Cassie had spoken aloud, that she wished she could join her husband in that awful hole.<br /><br /> Her head hanging low, her shoulders slumped, both arms wrapped around her rounded belly, she turned and walked back the way she came. Each step seemed to take all her effort as if her feet weighed a hundred pounds each.<br /><br /> Wondering if he should accompany her back to Muriel’s, instead he did nothing but watch. There was nothing really he could do. That worthless husband of hers was dead and he’d left his wife with one nasty mess to clean up. And Red couldn’t be the one to step in and fix it. Not if he wanted to live the life God had planned for him.<br /><br /> She walked into the swaying stand of aspens. They were thin enough that if he moved a bit to the side, he could keep his eye on her. Stepping farther and farther sideways to look around the trees—because he was physically unable to take his eyes off her—he saw her get safely to the store. <br /><br /> Just then his foot slipped off the edge of the grave. He caught himself before he fell headlong into the six feet of missing earth. <br /><br /> Red heard the door of Bates General Store close with a sharp bang, and Cassie went inside and left him alone in the sun and wind with a deep hole to dig and too much time to think. He grabbed his shovel and jumped down, getting back at it.<br /><br /> He knew he was doing the right thing by refusing to marry Cassie Griffin. <br /><br /> A sudden gust caught a shovelful of dirt and blew it in Red’s face. Along with the dirt that now coated him, he caught a strong whiff of the stable he’d cleaned last night. Cassie would think Red and the Western men he wanted to protect her from were one and the same. And she’d be right, up to a point. The dirt and the smell, the humble clothes, and the sod house—this was who he was, and he didn’t apologize for that to any man. . .or any woman. <br /><br /> Red knew there was only one way for him to serve God in this matter. He had to keep clear of Cassie Griffin. <br /><br /> The China Doll wasn’t for him.<br /> </div><br />
It was a beautiful morning and we were blessed to be able to go to an orchard and pick from over 900 cherry trees this morning! It was so much fun and the cherries were so beautiful in the sunlight!
P. was a great helper picking and filling many buckets and boxes for us!!
My cousin and I picking cherries! We really enjoyed ourselves and got to eat alot of cherries for breakfast!
All our cherries with my other cousin, who was visiting from CA…
Five years old, finally for him and sort of sad for mama!!
We made him a raspberry, lemon, mountain cake!! it was really yummy, but messy looking!
I thought this picture was funny, all the backs of the children gathered around the presents!! He was very happy! He got a couple of fisher price barns and a house, a box of animals to go with them from mom and dad. He got a neat truck to play with and take apart, a puzzle in a box and a book of stickers. He was thrilled! It was a good day!
Plus add in swimming lessons all week last week and this coming week….he has enjoyed that too!
He will be starting in school here this fall. I bought My Father”s World for him, which looks really fun!
One of them was her small son whom she protects by giving him up for adoption.
My thoughts were wondering how the son would feel later in life as he realizes the reasons he was shifted around and ended up being shuttled from place to place, losing parents he thought were his parents. Does sometimes right things that happen for your good still effect you in a negative way?
Sometimes I wonder how something that is so awful, can end up effecting us in a good way later, or is it just the way we react to it?
I was reading some bible verses yesterday and God having joy and the things that He delights in and all the verses that actually speak of God being joyful. Then i noticed the verses that spoke of him mourning or being full of wrath over sin. i realized that we are made in the image of God. We experience joy, mourning and wrath over sin and can experience these in a way that is still holy and pleasing to God. I think that if we see sin and are not angry about it, it is just as wrong as if we were to take pleasure in it.
i was looking at the story of David and how he sinned greatly against the Lord and how even though God forgave him, he paid severe consequences, in losing his son to death, well, actually several sons to death. The infant son, Absolem and Amnon as well as having a daughter that got raped by her brother and lost her in a way as well. He paid a very high price for his sin. Forgiveness does not always mean looking the other way and not having to pay for sin. It meant God was not going to kill David when Nathan said "God has put away your sin, you shall not die. But because you have given great occasion for the enemies of the Lord to blaspheme, the child that was born unto you shall die."
I think often we want to when we sin, to just have it be forgotten when we say we are sorry and because we said it, it means it should all go away. But as this story shows, the enemies of God blasphemed His name because of David’s sin and that is why he had to pay so highly for his sin. Also, David did not just simply say he was sorry. He was in mourning, weeping, fasting and for the rest of his days, you seem to see a different David than before.
Anyhow, alot of smattering of thoughts here….just rolling around in my head. Today is my youngest sons birthday. But yesterday would have been the fifth birthday of a friends son, who went to heaven without taking a breath when his cord broke as he was being born. You can visit her blog and read her post she wrote yesterday here
Life is precious!! I am so thankful for my little five year old as he could have not been here as when I got pregnant with him, it was not a convenient time at all. i got many comments asking me in a not so discreet way as to why I got pregnant right then. I got more pointed comments as to why it was okay to use birth control, I always wonder why people think that is okay to say while you are pregnant! I wonder if they think I will gasp and say "Oh my, I did not know, I will make sure to get rid of this one." which would horrify most of the people who said it to me as they are pro-life…sort of, I guess. Then in the year when my son was born, Tucker (the baby in the blog post above) and two other women I know lost their babies. One to stillbirth and another 6 weeks after she was born, that same year. All, I know, is that while everyone looking in may not have seen a reason for my son to be born, God had a purpose and a plan for his life. He is only 5 today and acts like a typical 4-5 year old, but I wonder and pray as i think God has something to accomplish in his life.
I love Camy Tang’s writing! It is different than many authors I have read. You never feel like the characters are too perfect to be real or too horrible to want to read about. In this short murder mystery, there is alot of things to figure out! She will keep your head spinning to figure out who the suspect or suspects are in this fancy spa where the murder takes place. It is the perfect size to slip into a beach bag or carry on as you are traveling and they are cheap in a little paperback size! If you like mysteries, you will enjoy this one with a twist of romance! – Martha
<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_cESuxv-WNX8/SAad94Trj7I/AAAAAAAAArA/Yn05_E4V0fY/s1600-h/wild+card.jpg"><a href="http://firstwildcardtours.blogspot.com/"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5190009307003588530" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_cESuxv-WNX8/SAad94Trj7I/AAAAAAAAArA/Yn05_E4V0fY/s200/wild+card.jpg" border="0" /></a></a>It is time for a <span style="color:#990000;"><strong><a href="http://firstwildcardtours.blogspot.com/">FIRST Wild Card Tour</a></span></strong> book review! If you wish to join the FIRST blog alliance, just click the button. We are a group of reviewers who tour Christian books. A Wild Card post includes a brief bio of the author and a full chapter from each book toured. The reason it is called a FIRST Wild Card Tour is that you never know if the book will be fiction, non~fiction, for young, or for old…or for somewhere in between! <span style="color:#990000;"><strong>Enjoy your free peek into the book!</strong></span><br /><br /><font color="#cc0000"><em>You never know when I might play a wild card on you!</em></font><br /><br /><br /><div align="center"><strong>Today’s Wild Card author is: </strong><br /></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;"><a href="http://www.camytang.com/">Camy Tang</a></span></strong><br /></div><br /><p align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#cc0000;">and the book:</span> </span></strong><br /></p><br /><p align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;"><a href="http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/0373443471">Deadly Intent</a></span></strong><br /></p><p align="center">Steeple Hill (July 14, 2009) <br /></p><br /><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#333399;"><span style="color:#cc0000;">ABOUT THE AUTHOR:</span> </span></strong></div><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_cESuxv-WNX8/SmfIhpjfWtI/AAAAAAAADAM/6en9shQlC2w/s1600-h/Camy_Tang_pinkweb.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 200px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_cESuxv-WNX8/SmfIhpjfWtI/AAAAAAAADAM/6en9shQlC2w/s200/Camy_Tang_pinkweb.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5361474361823812306" /></a>Camy Tang writes romance with a kick of wasabi. Originally from<br />Hawaii, she worked as a biologist for 9 years, but now she writes full time. She is a staff worker for her San Jose church youth group and leads a worship team for Sunday service. She also runs the Story Sensei fiction critique service, which specializes in book doctoring.<br /><br />On her blog, she gives away Christian novels, and she ponders<br />frivolous things like dumb dogs (namely, hers), coffee-geek husbands (no resemblance to her own…), the writing journey, Asiana, and anything else that comes to mind. <br /><br />Visit the author’s <a href="http://www.camytang.com/">website</a>.<br /><br />Product Details:<br /><br />List Price: $5.50<br />Mass Market Paperback: 224 pages <br />Publisher: Steeple Hill (July 14, 2009) <br />Language: English <br />ISBN-10: 0373443471 <br />ISBN-13: 978-0373443475 <br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;">AND NOW…THE FIRST CHAPTER:</span> </strong><br /></span><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_cESuxv-WNX8/SmfIkr4jvZI/AAAAAAAADAU/fO7z305Qecw/s1600-h/Deadly+Intent"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 200px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_cESuxv-WNX8/SmfIkr4jvZI/AAAAAAAADAU/fO7z305Qecw/s200/Deadly+Intent" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5361474413988658578" /></a><div style="OVERFLOW: auto; HEIGHT: 307px">Chapter One <br /><br /><br />The man who walked into Naomi’s father’s day spa was striking enough to start a female riot. <br /><br /><br />Dark eyes swept the room, which happened to be filled with the Sonoma spa’s staff at that moment. She felt his gaze glance over her like a tingling breeze. Naomi recognized him instantly. Dr. Devon Knightley. <br /><br /><br />For a wild moment, she thought, He’s come to see me. And her heart twirled in a riotous dance. <br /><br /><br />But only for a moment. Sure, they’d talked amiably— actually, more than amiably—at the last Zoe International fund-raising dinner, but after an entire evening sitting next to her, he hadn’t asked for her phone number, hadn’t asked for any contact information at all. Wasn’t that a clear sign he wasn’t interested? <br /><br /><br />She quashed the memory and stepped forward in her official capacity as the spa owner’s daughter and acting manager. "Dr. Knightley. Welcome." <br /><br /><br />He clasped her hand with one tanned so brown that it seemed to bring the heat of the July sun into the airy, air-conditioned entranceway. "Miss Naomi Grant." His voice had more than a shot of surprise, as did his looks as he took in her pale blue linen top and capris, the same uniform as the gaggle of spa staff members gathered behind her. "It’s been a few months since I’ve seen you." <br /><br /><br />He still held her hand. She loved the feel of his palm— cool and warm at the same time, strong the way a surgeon’s should be. <br /><br /><br />No, she had to stop this. Devon and his family were hard-core atheists, and nothing good would come out of giving in to her attraction. "What brings you here?" <br /><br /><br />"I need to speak to Jessica Ortiz." <br /><br /><br />An involuntary spasm seized her throat. Of course. Glamorous client Jessica Ortiz or plain massage therapist Naomi Grant—no comparison, really. <br /><br /><br />But something in his tone didn’t quite have the velvety sheen of a lover. He sounded almost… dangerous. And danger didn’t belong in the spa. Their first priority was to protect the privacy of the guests. <br /><br /><br />"Er… Ms. Ortiz?" Naomi glanced at Sarah, one of the receptionists, whose brow wrinkled as she studied her computer monitor behind the receptionists’ desk. Naomi knew she was stalling—she didn’t need to look because she’d checked Ms. Ortiz into the elite Tamarind Lounge almost two hours before. <br /><br /><br />Naomi’s aunt Becca also stood at the receptionists’ desk, stepping aside from her spa hostess duties to allow Naomi to handle Dr. Knightley, but Aunt Becca’s eyes had a sharp look that conveyed her message clearly to Naomi: the clients’ privacy and wishes come first. <br /><br /><br />Naomi cleared her throat. "Are you her physician?" <br /><br /><br />Dr. Knightley frowned down at her, but she kept her air of calm friendliness. He grimaced and looked away. "Er… no." <br /><br /><br />Naomi blinked. He could have lied, but he hadn’t. "If you’ll wait here, I can see if Ms. Ortiz is available to come out here to see you." If Jessica declined to come out, Naomi didn’t want to think what Devon’s reaction would be. <br /><br /><br />His eyes grew stormier. "Couldn’t you just let me walk in back to see her?" <br /><br /><br />"I’m sorry, but we can’t allow nonfamily members into the back rooms. And men are not allowed in the women’s lounges." Especially the secluded Tamarind Lounge, reserved only for Tamarind members who paid the exorbitant membership fee. <br /><br /><br />"Naomi, surely you can make an exception for me?" He suddenly flashed a smile more blinding than her receptionist’s new engagement ring. <br /><br /><br />His switching tactics—from threatening to charming— annoyed her more than his argumentative attitude. She crossed her arms. "I’m afraid not." She had to glance away to harden herself against the power of that smile. <br /><br /><br />"You don’t understand. It’s important that I see her, and it won’t take long." He leaned closer, using his height to intimidate. <br /><br /><br />He had picked the wrong woman to irritate. Maybe her frustrated attraction made her exceptionally determined to thwart him. Her jaw clenched and she couldn’t help narrowing her eyes. "Joy Luck Life Spa has many high-profile clients. If we let anyone into our elite lounges, we’d lose our sterling reputation for privacy and discretion." <br /><br /><br />"You don’t understand how important this is—" <br /><br /><br />"Dr. Knightley, so nice to see you again." Aunt Becca stepped forward and inserted herself between the good doctor and Naomi’s line of vision. She held out a thin hand, which Devon automatically took. "Why don’t I set you up in the Chervil Lounge while Naomi looks for Ms. Ortiz?" <br /><br /><br />Aunt Becca whirled around faster than a tornado. Her eyes promised trouble if Naomi didn’t comply. "Naomi." <br /><br /><br />Aunt Becca’s taking charge of the conversation seemed to drive home the point that although Dad had left Naomi in charge of the spa while he recovered from his stroke, she still had a long way to go toward learning good customer relations. Part of her wanted to be belligerent toward Devon just to prove she was in the right, but the other part of her wilted at her failure as a good manager. <br /><br /><br />She walked into the back rooms and paused outside the door to the Tamarind Lounge, consciously relaxing her face. Deep breath in. Gently open the door. <br /><br /><br />Softly pitched conversation drifted into silence. Two pairs of eyes flickered over her from the crimson silk chaise lounges in the far corner of the luxuriant room, but neither of them belonged to Jessica Ortiz. Vanilla spice wafted around her as she headed toward the two women, trying to glide calmly, as the daughter of the spa owner should. <br /><br /><br />"Good morning, ladies. I apologize for the intrusion." <br /><br /><br />"Is it already time for my facial?" The elderly woman gathered her Egyptian cotton robe around her and prepared to stand. <br /><br /><br />"No, not yet, Ms. Cormorand. I’ve come to ask if either of you have seen Ms. Ortiz." <br /><br /><br />An inscrutable look passed between them. What had Jessica done to offend these clients in only the couple of hours she’d been at the spa? Jessica seemed to be causing the spa more and more trouble recently. <br /><br /><br />The other woman finally answered, "No, she left about a half hour ago for her massage. I thought she was with you." <br /><br /><br />Naomi cleared her throat to hide her start. Jessica’s appointment was at eleven, in fifteen minutes, not now. <br /><br /><br />"Yes, doesn’t she always ask for you when she comes?" Ms. Cormorand blinked faded blue eyes at her. <br /><br /><br />Naomi shoved aside a brief frisson of unease. Jessica should be easy to find. "Which massage therapist called for her?" <br /><br /><br />"Oh, I don’t know." Ms. Cormorand waved a pudgy hand beringed with rubies and diamonds. "Someone in a blue uniform." <br /><br /><br />Only one of almost a hundred staff workers at the spa. <br /><br /><br />"Thank you, ladies. Ms. Cormorand, Haley will call you for your facial in fifteen minutes." Naomi inclined her head and left the room, trying to let the sounds of running water from the fountain in the corner calm her growing sense of unease. <br /><br /><br />Where could Jessica have gone? And an even juicier question: Why did Devon Knightley need to speak to her? <br /><br /><br />She peeked into the larger Rosemary lounge, which was for the use of spa clients who were not Tamarind members. Several women chatted in small groups, but no Jessica Ortiz. Naomi hadn’t really expected Jessica to forgo the more comfortable elite lounge, but the only other option was checking each of the treatment rooms individually. <br /><br /><br />She headed into the back area where the therapy rooms were located, navigating the hallway scattered with teak and bamboo furniture, each sporting East Asian cushions and throws, artfully arranged by Aunt Becca. Had Jessica switched to a different massage therapist? And had someone forgotten to tell Naomi in the excitement of Sarah’s new engagement? <br /><br /><br />As she moved down the hallway, she started noticing a strange, harsh scent suffusing the mingled smells of san-dalwood and vanilla. Not quite as harsh as chemicals, but not a familiar aromatherapy fragrance, a slightly discordant counterpoint to the spa’s relaxing perfume. <br /><br /><br />She knew that smell, but couldn’t place it. And it didn’t conjure up pleasant associations. She started to hurry. <br /><br /><br />She first looked into the women’s restroom, her steps echoing against the Italian tile. No sound of running water, but she peeked into the shower area. A few women were in the rooms with the claw-foot bathtubs, and a couple more in the whirlpool room, but no Jessica. No one using the toilets. <br /><br /><br />The mirrored makeup area had a handful of women, but again no Jessica. Naomi smiled at the clients to hide her disappointment and growing anxiety as she entered. She noticed some towels on the floor, a vase of orchids a little askew, and some lotions out of place on the marble counter running the length of the room, so she tidied up as if she had intended to do so, although the staff assigned to restroom duty typically kept things spic and span. <br /><br /><br />She peeked into the sauna. A rather loud ring of laughing women, but no Jessica. <br /><br /><br />Back out in the central fountain area, the harsh smell seemed stronger, but she couldn’t pinpoint where it came from. Had a sewage pipe burst? No, it wasn’t that sort of smell. It didn’t smell rotten, just… had an edge to it. <br /><br /><br />She entered the locker area, although the Joy Luck Life Spa "lockers" were all carved teakwood cabinets, individually locked with keys. The smell jumped tenfold. Naomi scoured the room. Maybe it came from a client’s locker? No. Maybe the dirty laundry hamper? <br /><br /><br />Bingo. <br /><br /><br />She flipped open the basketweave lid. <br /><br /><br />And screamed. <br /><br /><br />*** <br /><br /><br />Chapter Two <br /><br /><br />The scream pierced Devon’s eardrums. Beside him, Becca Itoh started. The heavy wooden double doors she’d just opened, leading to the men’s lounge, clunked closed again as she turned and headed back down the corridor they’d walked. <br /><br /><br />"Where—?" He kept up with her, but not easily—for a woman in her fifties, she could book it. <br /><br /><br />"The women’s lounge area." She pointed ahead as she hustled closer. "Those mahogany double doors at the end." <br /><br /><br />Devon sprinted ahead and yanked open the doors. "Stay behind me." <br /><br /><br />Becca ignored him, thrusting ahead and shouting, "Naomi!" as they entered a large circular entry area with more corridors leading from it. "Naomi!" <br /><br /><br />A door to their right burst open and Naomi Grant spilled into the entry room. "Aunt Becca!" Her face was the same shade as the cream-colored walls. "There’s blood in the women’s locker room.” <br /><br /><br />“Blood?” Becca reached for her as Devon pushed past her into the room she’d just exited. <br /><br /><br />Despite the urgency, he couldn’t help but be awed by the fountain in the center of a vast chamber with a veined-tile floor. Scrollwork signs on the walls pointed to “sauna” and “whirlpool” and “locker room.” Luckily, no women appeared. He veered right. <br /><br /><br />He almost wasn’t sure he’d actually arrived in the right place, but the carpeted room lined with teakwood locking cabinets was in line with the luxurious entry hall of what he realized was the women’s bathroom. <br /><br /><br />The metallic smell of blood reached him. He followed his nose to the basket hamper in the corner, filled with bloody towels. It reminded him of the discarded gauzes from his orthopedic surgeries, bright red and a lot more than the average person saw. <br /><br /><br />This was not good. <br /><br /><br />He returned to the two women. Naomi’s hands were visibly shaking, although her voice remained low and calm. “And I couldn’t find Ms. Ortiz.” <br /><br /><br />Jessica’s name still caused the reflexive crunching of his jaw. But he’d never wanted any harm to come to her—she wasn’t a bad person, they had just clashed too much on personal matters. And now she was missing, and there was an immense amount of blood in the bathroom. Devon’s heart beat in a light staccato against his throat. She had to be okay. <br /><br /><br />“Where else have you looked?” He scanned the other corridors leading from the fountain entryway. He’d need guidance or he’d get lost in this labyrinth. <br /><br /><br />“I haven’t checked the therapy rooms yet.” Naomi nodded toward the larger central corridor, which ended at another set of double doors. <br /><br /><br />He headed toward them when Becca reached out to grab his arm in a bony but strong grip. “You can’t just barge into private sessions.” <br /><br /><br />“Why not?” He turned to face the two women. “There’s blood in your bathroom and Jessica Ortiz is missing.” <br /><br /><br />Naomi’s light brown eyes skewered him. “Do you really think it’s wise to cause a panic?” <br /><br /><br />“And I suppose you have another option?” <br /><br /><br />“Sessions don’t last more than an hour or ninety minutes. We’ll wait for those to finish—if Jessica’s just in one of those, there’s nothing to worry about. In the meantime, we’ll check all the empty session rooms,” Naomi said. <br /><br /><br />Becca turned to leave and said over her shoulder, “I’ll check on the schedule at the receptionists’ desk to find out which rooms have clients and when the sessions end. I’ll call you on your cell.” <br /><br /><br />Naomi turned down a corridor in the opposite direction, this one lined with bamboo tables draped with shimmery, lavender-colored fabric so light that it swayed as they moved past. <br /><br /><br />It reminded Devon of the papery silks he’d seen in Thailand, giving the spa a soothing and very Asian atmosphere. His heartbeat slowed. Jessica was probably fine and had accidentally taken someone else’s session in her artless, friendly way. She’d emerge from a facial or a manicure in a few minutes and wonder what all the fuss was about. <br /><br /><br />A group of three therapists turned a corner. They spied Naomi and immediately stopped chatting amongst themselves, although not fearfully—more out of respect that the boss was suddenly in front of them. <br /><br /><br />“Girls, have you seen Ms. Ortiz?” Naomi’s smile seemed perfectly natural and warm—inviting a rapport with her staff, yet not too cozy. If Devon hadn’t noticed her fingers plucking at the linen fabric of her pants, he wouldn’t have known how anxious she was. <br /><br /><br />Two of them shook their heads, but the tall blond woman to his left nodded and pointed directly across the corridor. “I saw her talking to Ms. Fischer about an hour ago before Ms. Fischer went in for her manicure.” <br /><br /><br />His heartbeat picked up. “An hour ago?” <br /><br /><br />The blonde eyed him with a hard look, but a quick glance at Naomi seemed to allay her suspicions. He had the impression that if her boss hadn’t been by his side, he’d have been thrown out, even if it took all three women to do it. <br /><br /><br />Naomi was shaking her head. “Ms. Cormorand saw her leave the Tamarind lounge only thirty minutes ago.” <br /><br /><br />His hopes popped and fizzled. <br /><br /><br />The blonde jerked her head at the nearby door. “Ms. Fischer is almost done in room thirty-five if you want to talk to her anyway.” <br /><br /><br />“That’s a good idea. Thanks, Betsy.” <br /><br /><br />Betsy nodded, and the silent trio headed down the corridor and around the corner. <br /><br /><br />Copyright © 2009 by Camy Tang<br /><br />Permission to reproduce text granted by Harlequin Books S.A.<br /></div><br />
I have not gotten this book yet, but should soon and when I do, I will post my review!- Martha
<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_cESuxv-WNX8/SAad94Trj7I/AAAAAAAAArA/Yn05_E4V0fY/s1600-h/wild+card.jpg"><a href="http://firstwildcardtours.blogspot.com/"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5190009307003588530" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_cESuxv-WNX8/SAad94Trj7I/AAAAAAAAArA/Yn05_E4V0fY/s200/wild+card.jpg" border="0" /></a></a>It is time for a <span style="color:#990000;"><strong><a href="http://firstwildcardtours.blogspot.com/">FIRST Wild Card Tour</a></span></strong> book review! If you wish to join the FIRST blog alliance, just click the button. We are a group of reviewers who tour Christian books. A Wild Card post includes a brief bio of the author and a full chapter from each book toured. The reason it is called a FIRST Wild Card Tour is that you never know if the book will be fiction, non~fiction, for young, or for old…or for somewhere in between! <span style="color:#990000;"><strong>Enjoy your free peek into the book!</strong></span><br /><br /><font color="#cc0000"><em>You never know when I might play a wild card on you!</em></font><br /><br /><br /><div align="center"><strong>Today’s Wild Card author is: </strong><br /></div><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;"><a href="http://tammybarley.com/">Tammy Barley</a></span></strong><br /></div><br /><p align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;"><span style="font-size:100%;color:#cc0000;">and the book:</span> </span></strong><br /></p><br /><p align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;"><a href="http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/1603741089 ">Love’s Rescue (The Sierra Chronicles Book 1)</a></span></strong><br /></p><p align="center">Whitaker House (June 4, 2009) <br /></p><br /><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#333399;"><span style="color:#cc0000;">ABOUT THE AUTHOR:</span> </span></strong></div><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_cESuxv-WNX8/SmXqadgdJWI/AAAAAAAAC_0/5xKaGLAzEUA/s1600-h/BarleyHeadShot.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 142px; height: 200px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_cESuxv-WNX8/SmXqadgdJWI/AAAAAAAAC_0/5xKaGLAzEUA/s200/BarleyHeadShot.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5360948671772697954" /></a>Tammy Barley’s roots run deep and wide across the United States. With Cherokee heritage and such ancestors as James Butler “Wild Bill” Hickok, Ralph Waldo Emerson, and Henry David Thoreau, she inherited her literary vocation and her preferred setting: the Wild West. An avid equestrian, Tammy has ridden horseback over western mountains and rugged trails in Arizona and uses these experiences liberally in her writing. Tammy excelled in her college writing studies, and in 2006 published Beautiful Feet: Meditations for Missionary Women. She won second place in the Golden Rose Contest in the category of inspiration romance, and she serves as a judge for various fiction contests. Tammy is a full time writer and editor who manages to find time to homeschool her there children at her home in northern Illinois. <br /><br /><br />Visit the author’s <a href="http://tammybarley.com/">website</a>.<br /><br /><br /><br />Product Details:<br /><br />List Price: $6.99<br />Paperback: 400 pages <br />Publisher: Whitaker House (June 4, 2009) <br />Language: English <br />ISBN-10: 1603741089 <br />ISBN-13: 978-1603741088 <br /><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;">AND NOW…THE FIRST CHAPTER:</span> </strong><br /></span><br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_cESuxv-WNX8/SmXmT2B29NI/AAAAAAAAC_k/-eHW-8uz3mI/s1600-h/love%27s+rescue"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 200px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_cESuxv-WNX8/SmXmT2B29NI/AAAAAAAAC_k/-eHW-8uz3mI/s200/love%27s+rescue" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5360944160049657042" /></a><div style="OVERFLOW: auto; HEIGHT: 307px">Prologue <br /><br />Carson City, Nevada Territory <br /><br />April 1860 <br /><br />She was going to lose him. With trembling fingers, Jessica Hale pushed back the brown tendrils of hair the wind was whipping into her eyes. Further down the road, her brother handed the last of his cases to the driver on top of the stagecoach, then tossed his hat through the window onto a seat with an air of resolve. He turned and strode toward her. <br /><br />His wavy, wind-tossed hair gleamed brightly in the morning sun, its sandy hue like gold coins dulled intermittently by shifting dust. His sky-blue eyes—eyes that gleamed with subtle mockery or shone with patient understanding—now attempted to disguise unspoken regret. He smoothed a hand over each of the sorrel coach horses and calmly took in the young town he was leaving behind. Jessica knew better. He was going to miss this—the town, their parents. But his heart called him home. Ambrose was every inch a Kentucky gentleman. He always had been. Her throat tightened. <br /><br />“Jessica?” <br /><br />She couldn’t help but smile. Jessica. Like always, he spoke her name with that deep, flowing timbre that made her think of the brook they had often played in as children. <br /><br />“Now, what is that smile for?” <br /><br />“I’ll miss the sound of your voice. It’s so pleasant.” <br /><br />“It is?” Ambrose’s eyes sparkled at her in amusement. “You never told me that before.” <br /><br />“Well, now you know.” She loved the Southern lilt of it, the quiet honor he wore just as naturally as his greatcoat. She took a deep breath to steady herself. “Are your bags loaded, then?” <br /><br />“They are. The driver was kind enough to strap them down. With the rough going, I’ll get bounced out long before they will.” <br /><br />Her smile faded. “Perhaps you should stay.” <br /><br />“Jess….” Ambrose patiently drew her hand through the crook of his arm and tipped his head toward the road. “We have a few minutes left before the stage leaves. Let’s walk for a bit.” <br /><br />Jess sighed in frustration but complied, letting her head fall against his shoulder as they walked. At the edge of town, she looked back at Carson City’s wide streets, lazy with the long, morning shadows of tall buildings and newly built frames that smelled of sawn wood. One by one, other pedestrians appeared, striding briskly; then came rattling wagons, kicking up trails of dust this way and that. The wind whipped at Jess’s skirt and Ambrose’s coat, cavorting among the silvery green desert sage leaves that fluttered around them. The sights and sensations that usually intrigued her had amalgamated into one frolicking, singing fool, playing cruelly to her burdened heart. <br /><br />Jess’s gaze followed the road out of town, then lifted to rest on the peaks that rose high above. The Mexican people called these mountains the Sierra Nevadas—the snowy mountains. When she had come West with her family a year before, Jess had thought them magnificent. In a wild, untamed way, they reminded her of the Kentucky homeland they had left behind. Instead of the rolling green hills and broadleaf forests she had always known, the Sierras jutted boldly from the desert like a rare stone half buried in sand. Depending on the angle of the sun, their terrain was a glorious red or gold. <br /><br />For a moment, Jess merely breathed, drawing in the fresh scent of the pinyon pines that dotted the distant slopes and mingled with the earthy aroma of sage. Only a few months ago, winter had prevailed, and so had the glittering snows on the Sierras. <br /><br />Ambrose, dear Ambrose—had understood her need to be outdoors. He’d convinced their father a time or two to excuse him from work, then would take her riding amid the stark beauty of the mountains. <br /><br />Their father. <br /><br />Jess frowned, pushing back strands of hair that had torn from their heavy twist and were stinging her eyes. A brusque but shrewd businessman and horse breeder from Lexington, their father had brought the family West to escape the growing turbulence in the South, and here, his import business thrived. With the recent discovery of untold millions of dollars in gold and silver buried in the land, the eager-to-be-rich swarmed to the Comstock from every major seaport in the world. Those fortunate enough to strike a vein of the mother lode scrambled to Hale Imports to stake their claims in society by acquiring French wines, Venetian glassware, Turkish carpets, and handcrafted furnishings made of dark German wood. <br /><br />A golden dream for many, perhaps, but not for Jess. Her family had considerable wealth, but possessions beyond life’s basic comforts didn’t matter to her. What did matter were her father, her mother, and her brother, Ambrose, and the strength they had always given one another in face of the threat of war between North and South. <br /><br />And the threat had become considerable. <br /><br />Jess tightened her grip on Ambrose’s arm. He patted her hand reassuringly. <br /><br />Worse, her family hadn’t left war fever behind as her father had hoped they would. Its effects were sweeping across the <br /><br />country like the unstoppable waves of the sea. Miners and other men in town chose sides as the conflict loomed nearer. Heated political discussions often erupted into fistfights in the streets. In the same way, tension had escalated within the Hale family as their loyalties divided. And now, Ambrose was about to return to Lexington—against his father’s will—to rejoin his militia unit. It was predicted that war would break out within a year. Two days earlier, when Ambrose had announced to Jess and their parents his intent to fight for the South, Jess had stood strong—stunned but unflinching. The announcement was followed by two days of her father and brother yelling and her mother pleading. A lifetime of paternal love was burning to cinders. <br /><br />Their father was still so angry about his son’s decision that he had refused to see him to the stage stop, coldly disallowing all but the briefest of good-byes between mother and son. <br /><br />Jess finally broke the silence. “I thought this place would be the answer, Ambrose. I thought here we would be safe from the war.” She stopped walking and tossed him a valiant smile. “What will I do without you?” <br /><br />Ambrose considered her soberly. She’d hoped he would tease her gently. Not this time. “You’re seventeen now, Jess. At seventeen, most ladies stop concerning themselves with their families and set their eyes on marriage.” <br /><br />“Marriage? Marriage! How could you suggest that?” She flung aside her earlier self-promise to remain calm. “This particular subject has never come up before, but since it has, let me tell you, Ambrose, I don’t need a husband to manage my life and order me about.” <br /><br />“Jess—” <br /><br />“I know you want to protect me, and I love you for it. But the South and its marrying traditions are a great distance away. Here, women are strong and independent”—she fought <br /><br />to control the anger in her voice— “and so am I. I’ve seen too many wives’ hopes destroyed by their husbands’ selfish wants and ambitions. I could never live my life under some man’s boot heel. I’ll make my way on my own.” <br /><br />Ambrose gave her a reluctant smile. “All right. There’s no talking you into an idea your mind is set against. Keep yourself busy, then. Tell Father you want to keep books at Hale Imports. You’ve been schooled the same as I have. You’ll do well.” <br /><br />Jess’s legs nearly gave out. “Keeping his accounts is your job!” Ambrose wasn’t coming back at all—not even after the war. She really was going to lose him. <br /><br />“No, Jess. Not anymore.” He shifted his gaze to the territory around them. “This place has never fit me the way it has you. That house in Kentucky is our house. Its lands are Hale lands. I was born and raised at Greenbriar, and so were you. That’s my home, Jess.” He faced her squarely. “When the war comes, I’ll defend it, whether the invading army is from the North or the South.” <br /><br />Jess’s throat ached to beg him to stay. Their friendship was special, rare, in spite of growing up together amid talk of secession and war. Or perhaps because of it. She wanted to keep her brother close—and safe. Yet she forced down the urge to give words to her feelings. Ambrose’s blood flowed for Greenbriar, for Lexington. A year away hadn’t changed that. Yes, she loved him. Enough to understand that. Enough to let him go. <br /><br />“I guess I always knew you’d go back,” she admitted, “and I understand, I really do. I just hate knowing that you’ll be right in the middle of the fighting.” She raised a hand. “And I hate that Father’s turned his back on you when you need him most! How could he do that to you? How could he do that to Mother?” <br /><br />All at once, she knew. “He’s doing this because of Broderick, isn’t he?” <br /><br />Broderick had died as a baby, when Jess was only five. Even now, she could clearly remember holding her little brother as his fever raged, could remember how helpless she had felt when she’d lain awake at night listening to his pathetic coughs in the nursery down the hall. Jess had been devastated when he died, but their mother…their mother had never been the same. Her joy and laughter Jess knew about only because Ambrose had told her of the way she had once been. <br /><br />Ambrose acknowledged the fact. “Father doesn’t think Mother could bear to lose another son.” <br /><br />Jess nodded slowly. “Then you’d best stay alive.” <br /><br />The corner of his sandy mustache lifted. “You’re a Hale, that’s for certain. Idealistic and stubborn, through and through.” <br /><br />“Hopefully stubborn enough to get through to Father. You know I can’t let things remain the way they are between the two of you.” <br /><br />“Jess, I’d like to warn you against—” <br /><br />“That would be pointless.” At his gentle frown of censure, she ordered her thoughts and explained. “For as long as I can remember, you were the one who held our family together. Not Father. Even when he was home, it was not Mother or anyone else, but you. You reasoned with Father when business made him unreasonable, you were a constant comfort to Mother, and you sat by my bed at night when storms and thunder threatened to shake the house apart.” <br /><br />“You just wanted company while you were awake.” He lightly tugged a lock of her hair in a teasing way. “You never feared storms or anything else.” <br /><br />“For the past few years, I’ve feared the coming war.” She lifted her chin and, with a mental step forward that she would never retrace, left the remnants of her childhood behind. “You won’t be here to keep us together. Now I’ll take your place and do what you’ve always done, and rely on solid Hale <br /><br />determination to see me through. Ambrose, don’t worry about Mother, or about Father’s anger at your decision to go. I’ll hold our family together, and I’ll do all I can to change his heart.” <br /><br />Gratitude battled concern in his face as he studied his sister, but Jess knew that he also understood firsthand the inborn loyalty that drove her. “Just be careful you don’t jeopardize your relationship with him on my account,” he said. <br /><br />“I will be careful.” <br /><br />There was a movement near the stagecoach. A mailbag was slung aboard. <br /><br />Jess’s heart lurched. It was almost time for him to go. <br /><br />Ambrose patted her hand and looked intently into her eyes. “I don’t know when I’ll see you again. We’d better say goodbye.” <br /><br />“No!” She shook her head, fighting sudden tears. “I won’t say good-bye.” <br /><br />“Jess, I don’t want to frighten you, but if the war comes—” <br /><br />“Then the war will end! Ambrose, if we say good-bye, it’s as if we won’t see each other again. I can’t do that. I have to believe—I have to know—that one day you’ll come back.” <br /><br />“Believe it,” he said, his gaze firm beneath his brows, “because I intend to.” <br /><br />She tightened her grip until it pained her. “Then we don’t say good-bye?” <br /><br />He hesitated, then shook his head to assure her. “We don’t say good-bye.” <br /><br />Suddenly, Jess recalled what she had wanted to do. With a quick tug, she untied the green satin ribbon of the pendant necklace she wore, slipped the ribbon free, and pressed it into his hand. “I’ll want that back one day,” she said. “Until then, keep the best memories of us all close to your heart.” <br /><br />Ambrose smiled and tucked the ribbon into his shirt pocket with a little pat. “I can’t think of a better place to put them.” <br /><br />Another movement drew her gaze. The coach driver climbed into his seat. <br /><br />“Ambrose?” <br /><br />“Pray for me, Jess. I’ll write to you as often as I can, I promise.” <br /><br />Ambrose hurried toward the stage, Jess’s hand tucked in his. At the door, he pulled her into his arms and hugged her warmly. <br /><br />“Will you write to me?” <br /><br />Jess buried her face into the gray cloth of his coat. “Just try to stop me.” <br /><br />He kissed the top of her head, briefly hugged her tighter, and then stepped away. <br /><br />After Ambrose had swung aboard the coach, he turned and leaned out the window. His blue eyes shone. “The Lord has a plan, Jess!” he called. “Remember that!” <br /><br />The driver cracked the reins and the six-in-hand pulled the stage away from Carson City, away from her. Jess watched until the coach disappeared through a pass in the mountains. <br /><br />Keep him safe, Lord, she prayed. Whatever lies ahead, please keep him safe. <br /><br />It was all she could do not to run for her horse and go after him. <br /><br />Near Perryville, Kentucky <br /><br />October 1862 <br /><br />His boots firm in the stirrups, Ambrose leaned over the heaving neck of the mare as he charged into the sunlit field. Well-muscled and dappled gray, the mare tore up stones with her thrashing hooves while Ambrose’s cotton shirt ballooned <br /><br />behind him and snapped in the blowing heat. His fear for General Bragg’s paltry command of sixteen thousand burned like liquid fire in his belly, and with heartrending despair, he recalled Mr. Lincoln’s reputed strong conviction that “to lose Kentucky is nearly the same as to lose the whole game.” <br /><br />His colonel’s rapidly scrawled reconnaissance report was secured in a leather pouch tucked into his waistband. It was the only warning Bragg would have that the Yankee advance at Frankfort was merely a diversion, and that the whole of General Buell’s Union army was, in fact, moving toward Bragg’s position. Buell meant to take Kentucky. <br /><br />The enemy was fifty-five thousand strong. <br /><br />Sixteen thousand up against fifty-five. Ambrose whipped a sleeve across his forehead to blot the sweat seeping from underneath his hat. If he didn’t reach Bragg in time for the general to pull back and regroup, Kentucky would fall to the Federals—and to their torches. Ambrose tilted his head to hear the distant pum, pum of cannon fire. <br /><br />Fields dotted with white and blue wildflowers blurred by. This was his home, his land, and now, Greenbriar was his, too. Ambrose frowned as he recalled the letter written by his stiff-necked, outraged father—the sole one he’d sent—in which he had given him Greenbriar. His father intended the house as an accusatory monument to the heritage he believed his son had betrayed by ultimately fighting for the South. But to Ambrose, if Greenbriar survived the war, it would again become his home, his livelihood, and the place his old bones would be laid. He yearned to fall in love there, to marry there, to raise children amid all its gurgling streams and grassy paddocks. Children who would love it as he always had, and as Jess had. <br /><br />Memories intruded—memories of the day Jess was born and the moment he first held her. He had been seven, and the tiny, warm bundle that stared up at him with curious green eyes had <br /><br />captivated his heart. As she grew, it was to him that she would come for comfort and advice; with him, she shared her inmost thoughts. He had taught her more about the person she could become than their parents ever had, and she had matched his strength and dedication toward those whom she loved. <br /><br />Now, Jess was his proponent and confidante. She wrote to him as often as he wrote to her, discreetly hiding his letters from their father. He knew many of their letters never made it through enemy lines since, in letters he did receive, Jess frequently referred to events he was unaware of, as well as to war news he had previously penned. Even so, they both persisted in sending them. As promised, she patiently worked to sway their father’s heart toward his son. <br /><br />And she remained firm in her belief that her brother would survive the war. <br /><br />His mind turned to the letter he had written to her only a few hours ago. He imagined her reading it at night by candlelight, the flame’s glow illuminating her casually knotted hair, highlighting the loose strands she rarely bothered with. He could almost hear the smooth flow of her Southern voice as if she were reading it aloud. <br /><br />My dearest Jessica, <br /><br />Like others here, I often look ahead to the end of the <br /><br />war and dream of what I will do after. <br /><br />For me, it has never been a question. The day I muster <br /><br />out, I will come without hesitation to all of you there, to <br /><br />make up lost years of brothering for you and baby Emma, <br /><br />and to find a way to repair the damage between Father <br /><br />and me. I will remain until Mother’s worries for me have <br /><br />gone, and she sees her family healed. Until then, Jessica, <br /><br />you must continue to convey to her news of my well-being, <br /><br />and tell her of my unflagging determination to return to you all. <br /><br />Then, as Grandfather would have wished for me to do, I will come back home to Greenbriar and rebuild what the war has ruined. I’ll fill its paddocks again with the prized horseflesh that has always graced its lands. <br /><br />I yearn to walk again the brick path leading to the porch, to step into the downstairs hall and feel it welcome me home,… <br /><br />Startled, Ambrose entered a town huddled beneath a haze of smoke. Perryville! The mare was slick with sweat and foam, but she had a bold heart, the likes of which he’d rarely seen in an animal. Spying a cluster of saddled mounts, Ambrose halted before a red brick house. The gray tugged at the reins while he listened to a soldier’s instructions on how to find General Bragg. <br /><br />Ambrose immediately headed northwest on the river road. The roar of battle grew deafening. Yankee wounded and dead lay scattered over the hills. <br /><br />He topped a rise. Below, gray-clad soldiers swarmed through thick smoke into the enemy, several falling beside their comrades. All around, cannon shells burst in sprays of jagged metal and earth. <br /><br />“Lord in heaven,” Ambrose murmured, “help us all.” <br /><br />Urging the mare along a path behind the lines, Ambrose ducked the whizzing cannon fire. He pulled out his leather pouch and withdrew the message. <br /><br />…to throw open the nursery doors where we played, and step into the sunshine flowing through the window glass. Do you remember how we watched from that high <br /><br />window the newborn foals bounding about? And the way you were ever leaning over the sill for a better look, knowing that I would hold you safe? After the war I must find myself a young lady, and convince her that we should fill the room anew with children’s laughter.… <br /><br />A cannon shell exploded, and a terrible pressure struck his chest. The mare screamed. Groaning through his teeth, Ambrose clung to her neck. To the west, rifles barked flashes of orange as men in blue and gray surged into their enemies. <br /><br />Ambrose pressed forward, searching the high ridges for the familiar starred collar and white-streaked beard of General Bragg. <br /><br />…Lastly, I admit to looking ahead to sharing my life with someone who, like you, will write to me when I must be away, who will hold warm thoughts of me in my absence. I pray she may ever keep hope alive for our children that I will return to them, just as you, my sister, have done for our family. You have kept me alive through this war, Jess, for I know one by whom I will always be loved, always be remembered fondly, and always be welcomed home.… <br /><br />Ambrose kicked the gray forward with all the strength he had. Fortunately, she lunged in response, not wavering at the unsteady weight on her back. Ambrose fought through the thickening fog in his mind and gripped the dispatch tighter. <br /><br />A sudden burning burst along his thigh, and the smoky daylight and soldiers’ movements began to dim. Beneath him, the mare pulled ahead, pitching like a rocking chair. He imagined the stern face of General Bragg turning in surprise as he approached. <br /><br />…I keep your ribbon in my pocket and frequently feel it <br /><br />there. When I think of you, as I often do, the single thought <br /><br />that comes is this: I cannot wait to see you again.… <br /><br />He felt himself reaching out to her, to Jess. Wanting to see her one more time, to tell her how dear she was to him, had always been. He was fading. The message. He couldn’t feel it. Did the general receive the message? <br /><br />Ambrose no longer knew what direction the mare took but threaded his fingers through her mane, imagining he was weaving hands with Jess. <br /><br />…Your ever loving brother,… <br /><br />No sky fell under his eyes; he saw only a lone field of dappled gray, oddly crossed with streams of red. <br /><br />“Jess…,” he rasped. <br /><br />Ambrose. <br /></div><br />
I went grocery shopping this morning, and at the first store discovered a whole bunch of toothpaste that was marked down to .65 a tube for pretty good stuff, so we are now all stocked up on toothpaste and shampoo, I think for awhile.
I got done with the first store though and discovered my back tire was flat, and since I was near a gas station, I went right over and filled it up with air and spent almost an hour getting the tire fixed. It made my shopping trip long!!
A new grocery store opened, and it is weird as it is in the old Tidymans building and some things are the same, but some things so different, it was confusing! They had a good price on whole chickens, butter and broccoli though so I wanted to check it out! They have a salad bar there! I love those, although it is probably so expensive I will never use it! I was just telling someone the other day how when I learned how to ride a bike my mom told me if I rode it all by myself we would go to the Safeway salad bar and a bike ride. i was so excited and worked so hard to learn the bike, but remember the salad bar as that was my favorite thing even then!
Anyhow, with swimming lessons, I am trying to keep meals really simple…we will see how it goes.
Wednesday: Chicken nuggets, cucumbers
Thursday: Hamburgers, oven fried potatoes, salad
Friday: Hot dogs, noodle salad with carrot sticks
Saturday: Baked chicken in crock pot, noodles, steamed broccoli
Sunday: We may go to the church picnic
Monday: Green Chicken enchiladas, salad
Tuesday: Shredded beef sandwiches, carrots<p>
In the end tonight, I fed the boys, they went to church and I ended up having a nice salad with my mom and sisters out to eat. It was really nice! I also heard I finally got certified as a doula, so that is done with for awhile. I guess I can feel like I can actually promote myself now……<p>
I am going to have a five year old soon… I know I already have had three five year olds, but my youngest son is going to be five. That is really something for me that I am not sure about. He still loves to cuddle with his mommy though, well, my older boys will too on occasion. They all love to take care of me very much! Tonight my oldest son cleaned the kitchen all clean for me, which was really nice to not have to do that and come up to all clean counters and sink. Anyhow, Sunday marks the day of five years ago when my son was born and I was trying to figure out what life held for us. I look back to then and now and see how even though I live within blocks of the same place, my life has completely changed. the circumstances have changed some, but I for sure think my outlook on life has changed alot too. I have made some good friends, some that were old friends that we renewed our friendship, so to speak. We own a house and a big one is my husband is home with us, where as five years ago, he was in the hospital. God is good!<p> It helps me to remember this when I go through the tests and the trials to look back and see how I have been through this darkness before, life did not end, but God brought us through it with the pain bringing forth good things in my heart and life, even though it was really horrible. <p>
So, with all the reading I am doing, it is good to keep me sane, if I write some stuff that does not make sense it may be because of a lack of sleep as sleep is not my friend these days. Books are wonderful and I look forward to them and i hope that by some of the reviews you may want to read a couple I post about as well. We are discussing a novel right now in a online book club I am in right now about a young woman who had to pretend to be dead to save those she loved. It was a very different story, but high paced…. With my friend here were are reading a money saving book and a classic Anna Karina by Tolstoy, which I have yet to finish! We get to sit together at swimming lessons, so we got to discuss it some. Anyhow, I hope I can sleep a bit, so i will close this post with the thought that I pray you all. even with trials in your life, can press forward and not give up, because yes, life can be horrible and people do horrible things, but we can move forward and thrive in the horrible things, without ignoring them.
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About the book: In the everyday stretch and squeeze of motherhood, Tricia
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she shares her unlikely journey from rebellious, pregnant teen to busy wife
and mom with big dreams of her own. As her story unfolds, Tricia realizes
that God has more in store for her than she has ever imagined possible.
Sure, life is messy and beset by doubts. But God keeps showing up in the
most unlikely places-in a bowl of carrot soup, the umpteenth reading of
Goodnight Moon, a woe-is me teen drama, or play dough in the hands of a
In Tricia’s transparent account, you’ll find understanding, laughter, and
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recognize the loving hands of God at work in your life. and know He has
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)Using her own experiences as a teen mother, and leader of today’s
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Tricia is the author of 20+ books and has published over 300 articles for
national publications such as Guideposts for Kids, Focus on the Family,
Christian Parenting Today, Today’s Christian Woman and HomeLife Magazine.
She won Historical Novel of the Year in 2005 and 2006 from American
Christian Fiction Writers, and was honored with the Writer of the Year award
from Mt. Hermon Writer’s Conference in 2003. Tricia’s book
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By Kaye Dacus
Reviewed by Martha Artyomenko
Do you enjoy regency stories? I do, so I was excited to read this story by Kaye Dacus set in in England complete with high waisted dresses and all. When the story starts, Julia is only 17, but the majority of the story is later when she is almost 30 and it was fun to read a regency romance that was about an "older" couple. I would not want to spoil the story for you, but when Julia is 17, she falls in love with a young man who works alongside her father in the Navy. Her twin brother has gone missing and she is dealing with that, but also expecting a proposal from her young man. When it does not come, she becomes somewhat of a laughing stock of proper society, despite the fact she is well off. A spinster, she finds things to make herself useful, helping her father in keeping accounts and taking care of the less fortunate with her good friend Susan. At the age of 29, the young man who left her heart broken, returns to her life. She is dealing with conflicting emotions of anger as well as others that frustrate her. Add to this a plot from her aunt to marry her off to her cousin (eeww!) to take her money, makes this story one you will be able to smile your way through. It is one of those happy stories you can lose yourself in and think that all of life is good and nothing wrong will happen to you for a short time. I look forward to watching when the next two book come out in this series and reading more adventures of Julia and others in the series!